I Just Can Not Live With the Guilt

I'm going to miss this. I'm going miss wondering whether or not people follow my blog. I'm going to miss wondering whether or not people read it. Several times, I've wanted to quit this blog, but something compelled me to move on. When I was younger, I was naive and believed that telling the world about all of the people who affected my life in negative ways by creating drama would solve everything. It did not. It only caused more strife in my soul. Blogging about my personal life isn't what I'm meant to do. I do not remember why I even started this blog when I was eleven. I believe that I was faced with the fear that the drama that was surrounding my life at that moment was going to boil over. It almost did, but as I look back, I did not allow that to happen. I held my ground. Throughout this blog I grew in both sentence structure and in moral values. I honestly am disgusted with reading the gossip I posted online. In 7th grade, I continued to write on this blog as the drama from the year before poured over, and I became what most know as an outcast. Now I'm a freshman and seeing these posts of my middle school years encourage me to keep on developing into a better person. I hope you'll continue to do the same.




Please...

1. Love God
2. Move on
3. Stay Strong
4. Do not gossip
5. Be who you are meant to be
6. Say goodbye to "The Life of a Pre-Teen"

"You held your head like a hero on a history book page. It was the end of a decade but the start of an age."

Find me in the future...WE'RE ALL CLUELESS to this world, regardless of how long we have inhabited it. ;D

I WILL CONTINUE TO BLOG!

5 things that make you happy are...?

1) Jesus!!! :D 2) my friends 3) writing 4) music 5) YOU!

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If you had a time machine, what date would you travel to?

That would be a hard decision. I wouldn't mind traveling to ten years in the future and seeing how my life plays out. I'd like to see how I live my life for God then.
Either that or I don't care where I go in the past/future. I'd like to stay in the PRESENT!!!

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Is It True?

Do I love you?
Okay, I might just scream!
I think I might have a tiny crush on my guy friend. In a dream, I wrote "I love you" on my hand because he was complaining about not being love. He took it the wrong way and told the whole school that we were going out. Ever since the dream, I have been asking myself how I feel about him.

Funny thing is I had the dream the day after where I was fighting with the guy I'm in love with. Then in the end he was all like, "I love you. So, stop acting like this."

Now, I'm wondering if this means something. Help me.

Oh, of Blossoms and Family Trees

My honors English teacher had assigned us an autobiography that we have to complete by March 11. We have to complete ten essays which will all come together as my autobiography. Here are the titles of the short essays as followed: Before I Was Born, I Make an Entrance, My Early School Year, Me and the Outside World, Special Times, My Family/My Family Life, Being My Age, Likes and Dislikes, Everyday Life at My Age, The Future. Each essay is about five paragraphs. In class, we had to chose questions to incorporate into our essay. Also, we have to fill out a family tree. Don't worry, it only goes back to my great-grandparents. No problem right? Uh, problem! I can't find the maiden name of my great-grandmother on Dad's side of the family, of his mother's. Plus, my dad doesn't know of his grandfather's first name because he died before he was born. I did have difficulty on my mother's side but I resolved it through a long phone conversation with my grandfather and Nanny.(We call our grandmother on Mom's side Nanny, which we don't need that special indication since my grandmother had died back in 2007.) So, I had to start up a family tree on Ancestry.com because if I type in my surname unbiased information will come up and I need to only get my blood relatives. Thank God, I'm only going back to my great-grandparents. Foraging out to my grandpa's tomorrow if it doesn't snow. Then I can look at a family geneology book that is somewhere in his house.

You thought I wouldn't update this blog any more

No and Yes

Good Morning, Janurary the Second I have to go to school tomorrow. I'm somewhat happy because I really feel like God is moving me to do something for my school this quarter. However, I haven't been on my sleeping pattern lately and going to school is not on my agdenda. By the way, happy new year. I had some pretty fun time on New Year's Eve and the ngiht before New Year's Eve. I saw a local band that haven't played a show in three years on New Year's Eve Eve. They're not like other local bands. This one is atually good. They're called Retrospect and I have some footage of their last song they played at the concert. Unfortunately, there were numerous rude people that kept on getting into our view. We were sitting at a table for five hours before the concert even started and we ate some food. The concert was at a Taco Shop. :3 We were the first ones there for the concert, too. So, if I keep on moving in the video(I am the best camera woman ever!)blame the people that kept on knocking me down. *The video wasn't able to upload...I'll upload later* On New Year's Eve, I went to a slumber party(but I didn't stay over) with my sister. There were three other people there. Which were my sister's best friend(which is whom to the house belongs to...well,technically it belongs to her parent's, but you understand). There were two girls there who are both my age. They're sisters and they attend the church that my sister's best friend attends. I've met both already. In fact, one of them went to the concert with us. We had an interesting experience before midnight. We tried to find the ball dropping. My sister said that it drops for every time zone. For example: they drop it for New York, then our time zone, then the next, and so on. So, I have a video of what happened. *The video wasn't able to upload...I'll upload later* Oh, and I started One Year Bible and even Project 365. Not to mention, I'm doing both daily. :DI'm a little excited of what 2011 has in store for us all. God is planning spiritual growth within our hearts. I have this church that I've been praying for(Actually it was the church that I grew up at.)and I pray that they come to Christ. They have much potiental to become a leader in worship in these days, but no one believes me. The church is under the threat of either being signed off to someone else to make a supermarket out of the area. However, this might not happen until twenty years from now. While I'm excited for 2011's comings. I am sorrow to leave behind 2010. It's probably the year with the most friends I have ever gained. Most defiently, it's the year were I discovered some of the most important things in life.

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It's Freezing out!

Hey, want some creativity and rants to spark your brain? I've started a journal just for that.

With that aside, I'm sure we can all start reading this.
http://savannah1207.livejournal.com/

Big Super Summer Blog Post- Delayed post!

Sigh. What's today's date? Shoot. Summer's over, my friends , and this blog is going to become bigger and better-I promise. Now, it's time for me to move on into my last year in Jr. High(eighth grade year). All of these emotions are balling up inside of me.Everything seems like it's tumbling down, yet it seems like my life is just beginning. Do you ever get those feelings-like your life is about to turn into something big? It's probably just me. I'm probably just optimistic. Well, I actually discovered over the summer that I am optimistic,though I am depressed most of the times. But more about that later. I'm guessing you want to know how my Summer went? How on Earth can I explain that? Um,let's see we can start with PHOTOS! :D Oh,and be prepared for a long blog post my friends.

~Photos From My Brother's 15th B-day~









Some things to keep in mind before we begin posting entries for eighth grade year.
* Marlena had apologized to me over Face Book about what happened seventh grade year
* No more bad grammar. I had fixed this a few months ago.
* I am now friends with both Marlena and Ezra
* Madi, Kaili, and all of them are done messing with me. They may still not like me, but I've befriended some of them to an extent that we can settle these issues out.
* I can't recall if I told you about me making it into National Junior Honor Society?
* Allison moved to another school, but there's rumor that she's coming back. I don't mind;I wasn't exactly an enemy with her.
* The only person I can think of that still hates me within my school is probably Taylar.
* I've lost touch with Ashley, but we still talk some. She's stopped cutting; it only lasted a week, anyway. Along with that, Natalie is now one of my closest friends. So, is Joe. I think I mentioned him once or twice? Well, Natalie isn't really all that emo any more, and Joe has been improving with his relationship with God.
* I have started writing fan fiction and fiction stories.
* My third period is my favorite class this year. Yeah, exact opposite of last year. Third period was my least favorite.
* I'm willing to reach out to any one in need of a friend this year.

-Okay, if you want more pictures of my summer, you can add me on Face Book here: http://www.facebook.com/home.php?#!/SavannahJESUSFREAK
I'll point you out to the pics that are for the previous Summer. I am sorry this entry is so delayed. I have a question for all of my readers, which you can answer in the poll to the side.
Stay tuned to this blog for an increasing amount of daily information.

A Must Watch...with lyrics

Who was the best teacher you've ever had?

Mrs.Kralis(ahh..5th grade)...second place for best teacher is Mrs.Swaim(sixth grade year forever!)

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Teen Hideout!

http://endtimesteens.blogspot.com/
I made this blog under my other google account.Please follow!It's a Jesus Freak's safe haven.

Pro-Life Forever!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K01MmXksUWw

Also,every one check this out!This is just-wow!Who the heck is running America?I want to move from this country asap! http://www.lifenews.com/int1564.html
Seriously,he praises UNLIMITED abortions?God Almighty,help this man!Pray for Obama.
Also,if you think abortion is right,just think for a moment.That baby could have grown up to be a great actvists or could have changed lives.Aborting the baby is showing that you do not love it;it shows hate.Where is the love?You show that "fetus" that it is nothing but a low life.That shows your own character.It shows that you have no love for someone who hasn't been born,yet.So, Mr.Obama , would you would have liked it if your two children were aborted?


Listen to the lyrics of this song please.It's God singing to us.He watches us from birth until we die.To me this song goes well with preaching on pro-life.

Prayer Requests

Hi!I put up some prayers on c28.com ,and I would like to share them with you.
Pray for the church http://www.c28.com/prayerboard/prayer.asp?RequestID=1013
Pray for Natalie http://www.c28.com/prayerboard/prayer.asp?RequestID=1008
That is all! :D

Expelled-No Intelligence Allowed

I went into Family Christian Stores today,just to look around.I picked out the "ILLEGAEL" shirt and bought it.http://www.christianbook.com/this-shirt-is-illegal-black-small/pd/0197S?kw=0197S&en=froogle&p=1013824&cm_mmc=CBDfeeds-_-froogle-_-clothing-_-0197S Probably one of the most popular shirts among all Christ followers.I was mainly looking for the hoodie,but all they had were the shirt and the Bible case(they have a lot of "This Message is Illegal".For instance,I've seen binders,notepads,etc.)When my Mom,Colton,Ben,and I walked up to the cashier,we were greeted nicely.She kept on asking me questions on what I bought,seeing that I was a young follower of Jesus.She asked if I saw the Bible cover for This Message is Illegal and I said, "Yes,I did.I just don't have much money right now." She smiled,went on to ask If I heard of the movie Expelled,saying it basically had the same mission.I shook my head,because I have heard of the movie,but just thought it was about kids getting expelled from school for teaching the Gospel.She told me to look it up online.I did and found out that Expelled was also about how scientists and teachers are on the brink of their job because of teaching Intellegent design.So,go ahead and watch it. :)

I Can't Believe It's All Over With

5/21/10
It can't be.It just can't be.Wow.Jesus,thank you very much!Seventh grade is over!Haha.This SUMMER(such a great word to say.Don't you agree?)is going to be the best SUMMER in decades.
I just can't believe it's all done with.The drama and gossip didn't stop,like I wanted it to,though.I guess God didn't want to,just then.Seventh grade was my worst year,emotionally,yet,it was the BEST,spirtually.Jesus saved lives through me,this year.It was an amazing year!So much drama,sooooooooooooooo many tears!!!
I'll make a blog this Wendsday night or early Thursday morning;I'm going swimming with my youth group,so I think I should blog about my youth group,now.They preach the truth and so does this new church.Please be praying for the Methodist Church that I grew up in;they need to escape all of this RELIGION and get in a RELATIONSHIP with God.Also,pray for my YouTube friend,Millie(Ruckcuz01).She's been going through a lot,recently.Also,the Lord has been driving me to pray for her,then I saw the video where she went to the doctor and I was like,"Man,the Lord really want me to pray for her." Then,she uploaded this today.

Lucifer/Devil has been putting up attacks like crazy;I just have faith that we don't fall.So,be praying.



SUMMER!SUMMER!!SUMMER!!!SUMMER!!!!SUMMER!!!!!

QUICK UPDATES,DANCE!!,AND..I loveee Jesus :)

Recently,I've found myself being super happy! :) I have ignored the people who say things about me(which are A LOT OF PEOPLE!).I just pretend that I'm as popular and happy-go-lucky,as I was last year.MANY PEOPLE HAVE BEEN SAVED BY THE BLOOD OF JESUS AT MY SCHOOL!!! :) I am shining my light,a lot,at school,and wherever I go.It's awesometastic.The last meeting for Students For Christ is this MONDAY and I've never gone yet.Why?Everytime I try to go,they CANCEL it. :/ It may be awkward to go the last meeting,with no one I know there(except for Trey..which me and him are FRIENDS now.He's been talking to me more about Jesus,since he knows I do believe in Him.THANKS FOR THE PRAYERS FOR TREY!!).Also,Michaela is NOT friends with Marlena and Ezra,as of a few days ago.I DO NOT KNOW what happened.
Sooo,I'm going to the last dance!It starts in an hour! :) So many people are going,so it won't be sad like the last dance I went to.ha.Kaylee asked out a dude named Daniel to the dance and he said YES.I almost screamed when Daniel said yes to her!HA.Speaking of Kaylee..I wonder if Phillip is going,I doubt it.ha.I LOVE MY LIFE RIGHT NOW!!!!!It's mainly thanks to my second period class;they are awesometastic.First period has gotten better by far.I talk to the guys in my class,though(including Trey and Joe[Joe is a new believer]).Third period has gotten tons better!Not as depressing.Though,when I bought my dance ticket during lunch,today,Madi,Kaili,CJ,Taylar,and all of them(so many of them)were just starring at me.Yet,I talk to Jordan and Treylyn at lunch,now.I always talk to guys cause they are funny.ha.
Okay,as I wrap this up,turn on your news,and if you say we're not living in the End Times,I don't know what news you're watching.ha. prophecyupdate.com
Read the book of Daniel,by the way.I love you people!! :) <3 All of you on here give me hope!May Jesus the Christ be with you.Amen.
I LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE JESUS!!!!!! :) Sorry,but me and Him are like best buds. :D

Did she REALLY just do that?!!UGH

Drama.Drama.Drama.Anyways,I have tons of good news,too.Just wait for that to be at the end of this post.Anyways,Madi is having a birthday party and she is inviting nearly EVERYONE
in our 3rd period advanced English class.Every female that is.Even if I sit right next to Madi,she didn't give me an invintation.She gave an invitation to the people she doesn't even barely talk to,also!I made a new friend whose name is Kelsie and I guess she's friends with Madi and apparently she got an invintation.My "friend" Olivia also got one.Olivia said that everyone in her homeroom got one(she shares the same homeroom with Madi).I can't believe Madi did that!I mean,I know she doesn't like me,but,now,her and all of her friends are trying to be nice to me and they don't give me an invintation.Her parents spoil her and her mom printed off HUNDREDS of invintations(you think I'm joking,too).-.- I walked through the aisles of desks,in my third period class,seeing an invintation to Madison's birthday party on every desk.I mean,she knows my sister,Lauren(who I am developing a better friendship with,but I hardly like.so yay on me being nice to my sis!),and she just loves Lauren.It's when Madi found out that Lauren and I were biological sisters that she got even more jealous of me.So,why doesn't she give me an invintation to give Lauren(I mean,she can act so cool,having an adult friend at her party)?Ugh.Okay,so that happened today.
Anyways,the good news is spiritual stuff.So many people at my school have found God over this past month.Through who?Through me!God used me to reach to His Children!I've been preaching more often.Last Friday,I was preaching to Kelsi(who was Atheist AT THE TIME),Rasima(a Muslim[not Muslim any more]6th grader at my school whom I've befriended),and Sharita(who was ATHEIST at the time and is in the 8th grade and me and her are good friends).I was just standing there preaching to them,after school(we all hang out after school).It was so awesome.That following Saturday,I prayed for them.Soooo many people are getting saved! :) My friend Jalyn and I were talking and she said how she wanted to get her own personal Bible and I was like,"That's great!Because I have a few in my purse that I could give to you." So,I gave her one and told her were to start in the Bible and told her a few interesting facts.She was so jubilant.My science teacher came up,overhearing us,and I was explaining how Revelation was the first book in the Bible that I read.She offically realized that I was on fire for the Lord.Then,back in homeroom,Trey(the so-called JesusFREAK of the school)was preaching and he got me into it,because he knows that I know more than him.He was trying to remember the verse,"Savannah,you know what verse it is?I know you know." We tried to find it and I thought I had it,but,as always,he wouldn't listen to me and he followed his own ways.Yet,he left to go home then and said for me to tell him the vers tommorrow.SOOOOOOOOOO HAPPY!! :) gotta go,now.ha.I'm about to go to a youth group. :) See ya!

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